My life has been shattered. I turned my back on the world only I knew when I left my sword and took the garb of common beggar. My father is gone, I had given up my kingdom, and all my stuff, and I found myself lost and alone. I could have returned, it was too late. However, it will be when the power-vacuum that I created started with a flood of ambitious people, then I would become a threat to anyone's eye on my throne. But "Volver" and "pull" are not words that this warrior ever realized.
At least in the fight I had control, but that control is slipping away now, as I really faced for the first time. I had no idea where to go and what will be my destiny, everything I knew that something was telling me to live in the woods and look inwards for key, but I was unsure how to do it or
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My father's death affected me a lot more than I expected, to the extent that irreversible transformation is taking place deep within me, and it is rapidly deepening. Perhaps such a shock, his father's death, to shatter the illusion of youthful exuberance and excitement of life. And now, because of shock, troublesome and seemingly intractable questions hit me, questions that only a few days ago seemed irrelevant, a few days ago when I was still able to escape into my fantasy
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My father's death affected me a lot more than I expected, to the extent that irreversible transformation is taking place deep within me, and it is rapidly deepening. Perhaps such a shock, his father's death, to shatter the illusion of youthful exuberance and excitement of life. And now, because of shock, troublesome and seemingly intractable questions hit me, questions that only a few days ago seemed irrelevant, a few days ago when I was still able to escape into my fantasy
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I was determined to find some real answers to my many questions. If heaven was just a tool in the hands of a clever manipulation of these clergy to control their behavior and increase their power, and there really is no after life, then I think that when I was gone. . . I was gone! However, there remains a problem, where I was before I was born? What I was before I was born? I was "nothing", something that materializes chance to experience a very brief existence, before returning to "nothing" for eternity? I could not imagine an eternity! Would you spend it all into a deep sleep that will pass like a fantasy night, quickly and without being aware where I close my eyes a moment and welcome the dawn of the next? This idea is comforting, except for the fact, of course, that the dawn will never come!
Perhaps dissatisfaction continually crept into my mind and memory requires consciousness. I would not have to worry about those two things into a deep sleep, which could create hell so perfectly without them
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Would you ever truly understand? To my sincere questions ever be answered? I have been on earth for thirty-two years now, and for some reason found thirst of knowledge.
We've struggled through the undergrowth snarled for weeks, lost in the endless forests and barely surviving on the occasional mango or a banana and some water we could find in a puddle here and there. One evening, just as the forest was in the middle of the night his serenade, I settled down among the wines involved uneven bed to get some rest, believing that it is soothing, rhythmic sounds and rhythm of locusts creatures hunt and hide in tanglements will soon lull me to sleep .
It was barely past sunset, time of day when the forest is slowly handing its colors and outlines of the trees become blurred in the fading light, when the Conqueror whinnied and stared into the sky. I followed the horse's eyes and was surprised to see the intense point of light darting back and forth to the upper branches of trees as a signal that we follow. It's funny, intelligent, like a firefly lights are so mesmerizing and enchanting that I fought through the bushes to see what it is and where he was leading us.
glow slowly increases, taking on the powerful green as we broke from the underbrush and found yourself in a beautiful meadow, the first open space we had encountered since entering the woods. As a large, incandescent lamp, the light is slowly lowered, and I just stood there gawking with my mouth wide open.
Suddenly, the ball of light flitted towards us and landed on a rock next to where we stood, becoming brighter until I was forced to shield my one good eye for a moment. What happened next was unbelievable, brilliant light is converted into a beautiful little female creature with a luminescent, transparent quality of her
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Suddenly, the ball of light flitted towards us and landed on a rock next to where we stood, becoming brighter until I was forced to shield my one good eye for a moment. What happened next was unbelievable, brilliant light is converted into a beautiful little female creature with a luminescent, transparent quality of her
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She was only three meters, nymphs, with delicate hands and feet, and wears a stunning blue dress that was emitting a strong, bluish-green streams of light. Her eyes were huge, twice the normal size, and were mysteriously dark and piercing. I felt as if they were looking straight into my heart.
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"Do not be intimidated" her words flashed in my head. "I was always with you. I was on your side when mother died. Later, we played together many times. You can see me then, because your mind was undisturbed, there is not smothered by the worldly illusions. When you were older, daring themselves walking a thin layer on top of the castle, I was the one that keeps you from falling. And when you grew up in a young man I was with you on the battlefields of protecting you from fatal wounds.
"Do not be intimidated" her words flashed in my head. "I was always with you. I was on your side when mother died. Later, we played together many times. You can see me then, because your mind was undisturbed, there is not smothered by the worldly illusions. When you were older, daring themselves walking a thin layer on top of the castle, I was the one that keeps you from falling. And when you grew up in a young man I was with you on the battlefields of protecting you from fatal wounds.
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"Do not be intimidated" her words flashed in my head. "I was always with you. I was on your side when mother died. Later, we played together many times. You can see me then, because your mind was undisturbed, there is not smothered by the worldly illusions. When you were older, daring themselves walking a thin layer on top of the castle, I was the one that keeps you from falling. And when you grew up in a young man I was with you on the battlefields of protecting you from fatal wounds.
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then it stopped "talking"and just stood there, staring at me with those incredibly piercing eyes.
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"Am I dreaming, " I asked.
"Am I dreaming, " I asked.
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Now I was really lost. the only weapon I could count on are my mighty sword and a crossbow. What other weapon could be powerful enough to slay the dragon?
"I think we will need some help, " I said: "I'm confused. All I know is that something is driving me ."
"I think we will need some help, " I said: "I'm confused. All I know is that something is driving me ."
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What in the world is she talking about. . . spirit and master? It is no sense at all.
"I'm sorry, you lost me," I said, shaking his head.
"I'm sorry, you lost me," I said, shaking his head.
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"I'm sorry, you lost me," I said, shaking his head.
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Her expression turned serious, "I want you to remember one thing, it will be intuitive call to nudge in the direction that your logical mind will laugh, you learn how to detect and intuitive call so that you can. follow them, because will take you to a quiet, strong areas in your heart, the area that you get if you ever hope in the fight against this most powerful of all dragons. These subtle call can be heard as a small, quiet voice, so quiet and unassuming in many ways, but emotionally command in others. And they must be pursued, regardless of risk. They are very sensitive, and tiny voices, and can be easily overruled by their strong logic and common sense, so be very discerning when deciding which voice to obey. I I can only encourage you to always follow the subtle call in his heart for all available comes from a ."
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"Remember these things I just said in mind for a long journey ahead, because if you follow your heart, you will find the key ."
Suddenly, her form began to decrease back to the point of light.
Suddenly, her form began to decrease back to the point of light.
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